Being a Doofus
I was half awake before I realized that I was in a shower and the cats were fed. Stumbled out the door and to my allergy shots. On the way over I realized that I forgot to take my medicine this morning. So, to my surprise, my blood pressure was actually 110/80 in my half awake state. It's usually 120/90 without fail. So I didn't know what the hell was going on.
It's weird. I've been going to that office for years. I know the nurse and I know the secratary. They got a new girl in the office and she's a goddess. Tall, thin and beautiful. Exactly the type of girl you forget having a chance with because you're too busy trying to get off the ground after tripping over your own two feet. It's weird. It's not like I have a thing for the girl, but it's not the same comfortable office that I'm used to.
When I get uncomfortable I get impish. I'm not the sort of guy that can walk up to a girl and ask her out. I always end up doing something insane. Something stupid, something bratty or impish. Of course all of my relationships are doomed from the start (I give them three weeks before they realize what an idiot I am and what the heck they've done by getting involved with me), but for three whole weeks they're wild, out of control and just plain silly. But that's digressing. I think.
So I have plans for a long evening of work. I also can't get my mind off the fact that I'm planning on going on vacation sometime next month. The big twist here is that my sister had decided that she's coming out with the kids for 10 days. RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF WHEN I WAS PLANNING TO LEAVE. So now I'm not going. I haven't seen my Niece and Nephew in almost two years. I miss them like crazy. So I have to figure out how to go on vacation without missing them. What timetable to work with and when I can get the hell out of here and be alone for a week.
It's one of those dilemmas. Family. Last year I was going on vacation around the same timetable. The fabled trip to Canada. My sister decided to stay home that time. Now she's coming. Now I really don't know what to do other than I have to be here. I'm probably not going to get to see the kids again for years. On the other hand, I dream of being in the car. I want to leave so bad that I can't escape the urge to get out.
I'll do the right thing.
I always do.
That's what's so sad.
k9
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It's weird. I've been going to that office for years. I know the nurse and I know the secratary. They got a new girl in the office and she's a goddess. Tall, thin and beautiful. Exactly the type of girl you forget having a chance with because you're too busy trying to get off the ground after tripping over your own two feet. It's weird. It's not like I have a thing for the girl, but it's not the same comfortable office that I'm used to.
When I get uncomfortable I get impish. I'm not the sort of guy that can walk up to a girl and ask her out. I always end up doing something insane. Something stupid, something bratty or impish. Of course all of my relationships are doomed from the start (I give them three weeks before they realize what an idiot I am and what the heck they've done by getting involved with me), but for three whole weeks they're wild, out of control and just plain silly. But that's digressing. I think.
So I have plans for a long evening of work. I also can't get my mind off the fact that I'm planning on going on vacation sometime next month. The big twist here is that my sister had decided that she's coming out with the kids for 10 days. RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF WHEN I WAS PLANNING TO LEAVE. So now I'm not going. I haven't seen my Niece and Nephew in almost two years. I miss them like crazy. So I have to figure out how to go on vacation without missing them. What timetable to work with and when I can get the hell out of here and be alone for a week.
It's one of those dilemmas. Family. Last year I was going on vacation around the same timetable. The fabled trip to Canada. My sister decided to stay home that time. Now she's coming. Now I really don't know what to do other than I have to be here. I'm probably not going to get to see the kids again for years. On the other hand, I dream of being in the car. I want to leave so bad that I can't escape the urge to get out.
I'll do the right thing.
I always do.
That's what's so sad.
k9
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