Retiring My Thoughts

So after all these years, “Ratfarts!” is coming to an end as we know it.

My personal thoughts about my life/work/etc. are going back to being just that. Too many people from work are discovering my websites and frankly, the fact that people are reading this scares the hell out of me.

I start to write something, start to think about the implications of everything I’m going to say, then I pause and lose the train of thought. While it used to be cool in the “glory” days (when NO ONE was reading), right now I’m just not in the mood to share when sharing so much can be used against me.

Call it a phobia or what have you but the thought of people reading, let alone commenting on my blogs (even the half assed comments I’ve been getting) just freezes my writing process. So in essence, I’ve stopped writing because people are reading. Isn’t that funny?

This blog is going to become a journal of the creative process behind whatever I’m working on at the moment. So the entertainment value will probably still be there, but on a personal level, that’s done. Old entries will be archived on my hard drive forever, but probably will never return to the web.

And now, I go on with my business. Nothing to see here tonight!