My lover is whimsy    
so delightful with her clumsy charm    
on a Spurian Sunday morning.    

I kiss her and feel     
her soft breath    
as our lips part.    

I love her more    
with every touch    
so beautiful and graceful.    

My lover is silly    
My lover has no cares    
A smiling girl seeing me through thick and thin.    

My lover is elegance    
My lover is a damsel    
Her love unquestioned.    

My lover is strength    
My lover is care    
Her eyes steady and well focused.    

My lover is hope    
My lover is delight    
Her body soft, comforting and warm.    

My lover brings my dreams    
free and alive with every passionate Whisper.    
This magick, her love, inside of me.

I say goodbye    
to the world I know    

I say goodbye    
to those that I care for    

I say goodbye    
to the thoughts I had    

I say goodbye.    

I say goodbye    
to the love we had    

I say goodbye    
to that long lost dream    

I say goodbye    
to the tears I had    

I say goodbye.    

Everything is over    
the world we knew is gone    
all is fading to the end    
To we I say goodbye.    

confusion breeds dreams
in another night
of loneliness

confusion blends the lines
around what can be
and what isn't

confusion leads a man
to think he is
more than his heart

confusion leads him
into the arms of
untouchable dreams

she breaks through that
and whispers "silly boy
wake up and know it."

and his confusion
leaves for half a minute
and he sees the way to her arms

if he's smart he follows
if he's dumb he lies still
and confusion takes him again

confusion frankly doesn't care
it'll grab him again
when her whispers fade in the daylight

So she needs to yell them out
and be strong so they stay with him
if she shares the heart of the one
most blinded and confused.

I feel a love in transition    
aching, heart aside    
I feel a love in peril    
oblivious to what is near    

I feel a dream that's hurting    
I feel a desire in there    
But for what is the reason    
that I'm so aware?    

I said I love you    
and you took my ring    
with this vow and with this dream    
we'd never be the same again    

The ring is there    
around your finger    
the ring is here    
in my heart    

But why am I aching?    

In an aside in a dream    
the jester played the fool    
In an aside in our love    
the jester looks familiar    

A whisper in the darkness    
and I call out to your again    
But am I just alone here    
the puppet my only comfort?    

I say I still love you    
I say I still need you    
But I cradle my dolls and babble    
and give into it all.    

In an aside in my heart    
the jester cries out    
he storms through his act    
tears in his eyes    

The crowds cheer him on    
simple clown, simple clown    
A Jester's aside, a Jester's game    
but always the fool.   

I said it, I admit to myself
I said those words
as I thought of you

I wondered what your answer
would be if I asked
if those words were true

I said it in my heart
I don't know what I was thinking
but I know I said it

It can't be, it's hidden
with 7 to 10 and 10 to 12
different locks

and strong bonds
to keep me from unlocking those ideas
and hurting with their consequence

yet I know that you
have an odd way of taking
and changing what I try to hide

and I don't know but I see
the air glow in strange shades
when I think of holding you

and I do know
that it's music to me when you talk
about the most absurd of things

and those words crossed my mind
and I wonder if I can repeat them
when faced with you

Blast it.

I looked into her ice blue eyes    
and knew that she was the one    
in longing in loving and in my heart    
there was room for no one else    

She's so close but I can not hold her    
I can only imagine and dream    
of a time that we are together again    
but I don't know if that will ever be    

In distance I start to have my doubts    
With distance I must have faith in my dreams    
From distance I keep those long lasting hopes    
as distance is never as far as it seems    

She truly is my heart    
that I do believe    
and if her spirit is with mine    
then Distance means nothing to me