Blogger seems to be down so I’ll write this to myself then post it later. Right now it’s 12:19 on a Tuesday afternoon and I just came in from day three with the wood. I’m beyond tired.
It was cold this morning. Too cold to get off of my ass and out the door to do wood. I waited until after my allergy shot to go out and start on the pile again. I’m seriously running out of room. Even though I errored yesterday by saying it’s up to my neck in places (it’s really up to my chest in some, waist in others, depending on the slope), it’s still a whole hell of a lot of wood.
When I’m out there my mind goes a lot of places. For instance, today I plotted out parts of season ten while I was mindlessly stacking the wood. I have a plot in mind that’s probably going to run through the first half of the season after we wrap up the Martin stuff. I’ll probably do all of this next week when I should be sleeping.
Had two funnies today. First I was getting my allergy shot and I had the nurse check my weight and my blood pressure as always. I’m the same weight I was two weeks ago but she looked at me and said “you’re getting so thin” and I didn’t put two and two together. I don’t think of myself as thin, especially when my weight was the same. She asked if I was working out and I said yah with the wood and she said I gained muscle and that’s why I didn’t lose any weight. It just blew my mind that my body is changing.
I didn’t really think about it at all until I got home. My mom forgot to take my dad’s wheelchair out of the back of the station wagon. He doesn’t need it, it’s just for worst case scenarios. Anyway, it was clanging off the sides of the car so I decided I’d carry it in when I got home.
I pull into the driveway, and I get out of the car and open the back hatch. Then I lift the wheelchair out of the back and start carrying it to the house. I’m halfway downstairs when I realize that I can’t feel the weight. It feels like it’s nothing to me. This is the chair I usually struggle to carry anywhere (it’s an extra big reinforced chair because my dad is so heavy) and here I am carrying it without any problems.
I’m so scared.
I did two hours of wood after that. About 2 more days to go. God knows where I’m gonna put it.
k9
PS Fear the bunny.
So it’s 11 something and I’m falling asleep. Strangely, I did more work today than I did yesterday but I feel better. I think it’s that the weather system finally changed and that today I was more careful with how I was stretching and picking up wood today. I have a headache, but that’s normal.
Tomorrow I finally have to make my reservations for next week. I’m so looking forward to not being here. Well, you won’t see a change. I’ll still be *here* (as in on-line), I just on’t be home. So no webcam for a week or so. I’m tired. I really am and I need this.
k9