I have a headache. I overdid it today. I know, I know, everyone has the tale of doing something impossible uphill both ways through the snow. I actually did do something uphill one way though the snow today and it took all my energy out of my body. Hauling wood, the usual story, I was dumb enough to try to get the big heavy cart through the snow up a hill instead of taking piece by piece up the hill and stacking them in the cart.
I have to be on the road at 7-something-AM tomorrow. My dad has a 7:30AM doctor’s appointment. I’m not entirely sure, all I really know is I’ll be in the car driving long before I should normally be up. I probably should be getting in bed NOW but I’m not ready yet. I haven’t wound down and my brain is a little out there.
Not taking recent news well. Have a countdown left too before I can say anything. Just feeling a little helpless because I can’t do anything. It’s not a matter of being aggressive and moving forward, it’s a matter of waiting out until things are okay then moving on with my life. Get my crap in order and all that.
I don’t like change and I’m faced with a situation where nearly everything in my life *has* to change. So there. Future in down, wish I drank, because I’d rather be loaded than facing reality right now.
— k9